CHAPTER 23

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fahad: hant esbou3 w jayeen ana w oboy!!

me; laish shfee??

fahad: mafee shy bs kthaa

me; fahad! a3rfk.. ella fee bs ma tbee tgoul!! ana a3rfkk ma t6l3ni faj2a ktha ella lw fee shy tbee tgoulaa

fahad: 7beebti mu muhm!!

me: tra wallah bz3l etha ma tklmt al7een

fahad: okk!! bgoulkk:)  enti 3arfa ana ta3baan ya nayfa!! w el doctor gal a7taaj aswi 3mlyaa w ana magdr asweeha etha enti mu m3i!! f bgoulk shy bs la t39been ana asf bs kan lazm aswi thal shy!! elzbda etrki tha 3la janb bs glt ll abouy abee asweeha b UK!! 3shankk

me:wsh elshayy elli swaitu ya fahad bsr3a tklm!!

fahad: anaa 3lmt abouy 3nna!! w tra abouy tfaham:")

me:...............................

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Me: esshh?*with a shocked look* 

lessh tgul ya fahad!!!!

Fahad: Nayfa 7abeebti ana ma gltla ila l,m9la7atna 

ma gltla ella 3ashan ajee m3ak London.  Ma agdr asweeha bdunik ya nayfa!!

Me: *silent* 7set he shouldn't tell his father

Fahad rj3nee el,bet please!

Fahad: Nayfa z3ltee :o!!

Me: Fahad please rj3nee el,bet i'm not in the mood to talk.

Fahad:- he looked at me disappointedly and tilted his head downwards-

-w9lna, i went down to enter our house-

Fahad: l76'a Nayfa!

Me: -should i turn-??  

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*I looked at him waiting for what he wanted to say*

Fahad: Nayfa ma agdr arj3 w inte z3lana 3ly wallah ma agdr

Me: i gave him a smile and said: don't worry and entered the house..

-They were all busy packing 3ashan bukra el9ba7 lazem n6l3-

Baba: Nayfa 7beebti 5l9tee shn6tk? fee shy nag9ik?

Me: Ee baba 5l9taha, la thank you<3.. 

Baba: kwayes m nbee nt25r kel marra.. ilee t25rna dayem t3rf nfsaha *with a jokeful face*

Me: *i giggled*

and went upstairs to make sure i packed every single thing i needed-

elsh3our elli t7sen nfsk nasya shy bs ma tdren esh :')

I called my friends to see if they could sleep over but it was too late they'll all come tomorrow anyways..

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PHONE CAL WITH DANA:

Me: Hii dana

Dana: Ahlaaan nayfa, kefek? w how's ur packing going?

Me: i'm fine w i already packed everything.. , tgdreen tjen tnameen 3nde

Dana: sorry wallah ma agdrr i'm studying for an exam, bjeek bukra men el9aba7 don't worry

Me: Ok<3 bye

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I took a shower and changed to my pj's

BBM CONVO WITH FAHAD:

Fahad: Nayfa

Me: yes?

Fahad: mt2akda mu z3lana ya nayfa :')

I HATED MYSELF IN THIS MOMENT, I REALLY DID! I DON'T DESERVE SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT ME.. HE'S APOLOGIZING WHEN HE DIDN'T EVEN MAKE A MISTAKE!

Nayfa: Fahad i'm really sorry, mdree lesh 39btt wallah.. it was shocking w i couldn't control myself sorry!!!!

Fahad: لله يــا زين الــزعــل في محيـــاك

من شاف زينك ما تمنـاك ترضيـــن
كـلك حـلا لكن زعل وجهك احـــلاك

مـا احـلاك من بعد الزعل يوم تهدين..

*i Blushed*

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I was listening to songs while straightening my hair-

Aziz: Nweef *knocks*

Me: awalan gul nayfa, thaniyan 5eer???

Aziz: agdr ad5l?

Me: Eee

He entered with a box! 

Hww is it my birthday?? 

Aziz: laa -.-

Me: Cuteee! i love unexpected gifts, wallah thank you ya7lelkk<33!!

Aziz: Engl3ii bss mub lk =))

Me: m7d tfashal..

Aziz: Shufee -he opened the box- it had perfumes and tiffany necklaces with a bouquet of red roses and an envelope..

Me: Eee marra cute!! l,dana?:$

Aziz: Eee:$

Me: 3adee agra el,letter?

Aziz: klee zg bs 59u9iyat, elzbda 5la9 kwayes ke4a?

Me: ok ha4e w 3denaha.. ee 7lu!
Bss ma fkrt tjeeb l,o5tk shy?:)

Aziz: *throws kees elbagala 3la wjhee*

yallah chipses w ice-cream w ktheera 3lek b3d

Me: Thank You :D

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NEXT DAY:

Lama: nayfaaa!!!! *while shouting*

Me: n3aaam eff elwa7id ma ynam!!

Lama: tsthbleen ma 97eeti, baba m39ibbbbb kelna 5l9na!!

*i woke up and headed to the bathroom did my job changed my clothes and closed my bag*
THAT WAS FAST!

-opens the door, running downstairs-

NAYYYFFAAAA WE'RE GONNA MISS YOUUUU:'(

there was my friends, cousins, fahad and aziz!

A7BKOOOMM THANK YOUUUUU<3!!!!!!

they all hugged me except fahad and aziz =))

It was super early!! my parents didn't even wake up..

but it's ok at least i could have fun with them before i go to London.

Fahdah: esh raykum nl3b truth or dare?

Us: ee yallaaah

We spent the time having fun, eating..

It's 9, my parents woke up everyone was ready at 10:30

Mama: Nayfaa 7beebti yallah lazem n6l3 el7een

Me: ok

*Lama w anoud w mama w baba in a car

w ana w aziz w fahad w dana w fahdah w felwa in a car

w our bags in a car*

-we're ready to go-

I was supposed to enjoy the car ride with my friends *cousins couldn't come*
But, something in me just didn't feel right.. I hate changes, especially those who come up unexpectedly..

I opened my I-phone searching for a song.

I'm scared today, more than I told you I was yesterday
Give me a moment to catch my breath
And hold me every second left

Proud of me, that's the only way I want you to be
Look at me and love what you see
I won't make it alone, I need something to hold..

Tears started to drop, i don't know why.. It just did..

I couldn't stop thinking, I WAS OVER-THINKING!

How will i cooperate with others there? How will i not see my friends for a year? how will Fahad's surgery go? How am i gonna deal with school when i go back since my friends will be in a higher class? How and How and How!!!!!

Nobody noticed except felwa.

Felwa: *whispering* Nayfa feeek shy:o!

Me: la laa i'm just thinking *dana and fahdah interrupt*

Them: Esh 9ayer, w nayfa wsh feek tbkeen!!

Fahad and aziz turned to look at me-

Nayfa feek shy?

Me: Laa wallah ma feni shy bs t3rfunee om eldrama the song is so touching :') 

Fahdah: 5wfteena 3leek 

Fahad: akeed nayfa ma feek shy?

They all looked at me and giggled..

Me: Eee akeed i looked at the side mirror as he smiled.

I completed the song..

Fahdah: *streches her hand and pulls the earphone*

mnjdk entii sana bdunik it's our last hours!

Felwa and dana: ee wallah, solfee m3ana shwy w listen to songs later..

Me: enshallah

Bnat kef lma arj3 next year mara7 tkunoon in my class :(

Felwa: hww nayfa la tsheelen ham bnjeek b3d kel 7e9a! 

Fahdah: Eee! w 3ndna weekeneds kella 3ndk

Dana: w e4aa tben 3l6ul b3d elmdrasa nrj3 m3aak!

Me: Ry7tunee<3! a7bkuum

elmohim we started talking until we arrived to the airport..

i used to love going to the airport, but this time i didn't..

Everything was ok but i just was in the mood to cry..

Dana felwa and fahdah entered the gate with us.

They all looked at me with teary eyes... It's just a year i know!
but i'm used to them with me everyday!

-group hug-

We'll miss u nayfa:'(!!!!!
i was tearing*

Felwa and Fahdah: tra bnjee london bel,ejaza hopefully elwgt ymr bser3aa don't worry

Me: enshallahhh <3



Dana: Nayfaa -while tearing-
 *I hugged her super tight*

Aziz came and hugged dana, i left them alone..

I was waiting for aziz to finish the convo..

Dana: Bye nayfaa<3

-And she followed them to the car-
GOSH! i'll miss them!


Aziz went with mom and dad, lama w anoud were in the bathroom

I was waiting for them, seeing fahad coming towards me.

*i stood up*

Fahad: Nayfa take care it'll be a week w enshallah i'll be there

Me: Enshallah, awal ma tu9al goulee, abee akoun m3ak 6ul elwgt bilmustashfa..

Fahad: enshallah 

Aziz came: yallah nayfa bnd5l

One hug please:c

Aziz: -while laughing- yallah ok

* i hugged fahad* and went with aziz..





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