CHAPTER 36

PREVIOUS:

Me: -i blushed- yallah abii arja3 

Fahad: laa let's have a walk

Me: atleast i change, shuf esh labsa shorts w a cotton top

Fahad: take my sweater, w don't wear shorts next time it's still not summer -.-

Me: -i looked funny, it was really big but still very cozy-

we had a beautiful walk, the sunset was just amazing

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Fahad: nerja3?

Me: umm felwa, fahdah w lama galooli ajeehum

Fahad: wenhom?

Me: they're in the mall

Fahad: maa wdk trj3een t3'yreen atleast, brd 3lek

Me: laa it's a waste of time 

Fahad: ok yallah elli yray7ik, emshii aw9lik

-while walking-

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Fahad: tomorrow morning please la ts7abeen

Me: lesh wen bnruu7?

Fahad: mara7 agulk, just wear the outfit w be ready at 9:30

Me: marra wdee a3rf wen pleaase

Fahad: 5ala9 bt3rfeen bukra enshallah

Me: uff okay, btw do i look good? a9ali7 sha3ry wlaa it's fine?

Fahad: tstahbleen? ur always beautiful may7taj 7ata t7awleen!

Me: fahad kl zgg i'm serious y7taj a9ali7 shy? -as i chuckled-

Fahad: kl zgg haa? intee wjh a7d ymd7k?

-we spotted them from a close distance-

Lama: w intuu ke4a bss? ha4a elli fal7een fee?

Me: is2lee ilee jmbk 

Fahad: u99, bgabil a close friend of mine.. call me e4a t7tajeen shy ok?

Me: ok 

Fahad: t3alee shwy 6yb

-he whispered: love u-

Me: ana b3d

fahda and felwa: sma3naa!!

Lama: aww, bzyaaada cute entu!!

Me: lamaa bla sa5afa - w i gave her that look ilee tra bgul 3n..-

Lama: bsmellah 5la9 bnaat ana brja3 

t3btt

Me: y3nee lama jeet trj3een?

Lama: wallah sorry bs ana 6al3a men el9b7 m3 mama

w nayfa t3alii shway b7akeek..

Fahda and felwa: e7mm tra we're here:)

Lama: e5l9ee t3ali, esm3ee men after that day with

Fahda and felwa: aywaa which daay enshallah:o

Lama: lgafatkum mub 6bee3iya shy beni w ben e5tii

Me: ee beni w benha mlageef -as i laughed-

Lama: blaa sa5afa mu men 7obi lk y3nee t3rfen..

Me: 5ala9 ajal mabi asma3

Lama: a7san -and she walked to the elevator-

Me: LAMAA -i shouted- 

amzaa7 wallah 5ala9 bskt t3alee gulee

Lama: b3d ma nzlt e7lmii

Me: e9bree bnzlk!!

kaan elw9'3 yfaashil! everyone kept staring in a disapproving way elmohim i went down to her..

Lama:

 men b3d that day with turki he was just sending messages w bilguwat ard muu 3ashan shy bs a7s ilee aswee shy 3'ala6 w i don't want to lose him esh aswee??

Me: 

madree esh agulik, bs he loves u! y3nee galk byjee y56bk so it's not just games

i peeked at felwa and fahda ilee e5l9ii w btguleenlna- they looked super funny!

Lama: 5ala9 ru7eelhom mabi a6awel 3lek

Me: mashallah el,adab elli 6l3 faj2a 

Lama: klee zg-.- 6yb ism3ee y3nee 3adi ard??

Me: ana aguul ee cuz..

Lama: 5ala9 mu lazm tflsf ee aw laa w bss, w esm3ee laa tt2a5aron

a7biikk

yeah, it's so normal how she changes in one minute but i love her so much<3

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Felwa and fahdah:  momkin nefham esh elli 9aar elyoum?

Me: laa tjeebun this subject 

so they started nagging, and ofcourse i had to tell them everything so they could finally shut up-.-

Felwa: 7araam 3lek he was thinking of words to tell u, draaama!!=))

Fahda: ma alumha 9admaa!!

Me: klee zgg intee!! t5ylee nfsk makani

b3den 5ala9 it was just a misunderstanding 

it was just a normal friends hangout we did some shopping obviously w i kept on hearing felwa and fahda say: "should we do the prank now"

but i just didn't pay attention to that..

i called fahad to tell him i'm going back but he didn't answer, so i decided to return since it was already late

Fahda: bnaat, this guy is following us min awaal ma da5alna esh aswee!!

Felwa: weenn?

Fahda: shufee warana

Felwa: omg he's smiling!! 

a5aaaf!!

-one thing i noticed is that they weren't serious while talking i was all quiet and didn't even dare to look backwards..-

Me: 6nshuu, don't look back and just walk!

the guy: esm el7elwa on the left -while laughing-

Fahda: he means you nayfa, omgg wallah 5ayfa esh aswee!!

Me: i said don't look back!!!!

 w 5ala9 i'll call fahad

~SHIT HE ISN'T ANSWERING~

the guy: y3nee mub nawya trdeen wla 7atta tlfeen?

3lagaal esmkk

Felwa and Fahda: nayfaa lfee shufe wallah y5aawif!!

Me: bnaat gltlkum be quiet wlaa tlfoun!!

the guy: a9laan bdoun ma tguleen, ismik nayfa

OMG, now that was shocking i almost felt my heart in my palms!

i turned to see

FAAISAL!!

fahda and felwa: surprisee!! 

Me: faisaal ya gddmk

"he's fahda's cousin, we used to play together.. the three of us with fahad, faisal, and aziz"

but it's been a long time since he was studying in America..

Faisal: keefk?? w how's aziz?

w kef fahad i miss him shakla nasani!!

Me: el7amdellaa we're fine!

Faisal: yallah bnat tara lazm trj3oun it's already late

Fahda: w madree y3nee intaa 9ba7 3ndkk?

it was funny so we laughed and that's when fahad showed up with the scariest look i had ever seen..

yarab ma yefham 3'ala6!

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CHAPTER 35

PREVIOUS:

Fahad: u mean the world to me..

i would never imagine myself with someone else, i knew i found my missing piece the day i saw you

If I had to choose between breathing and loving you I would use my last breath to tell you I love you.

i can't explain"""""""""""""""""""

and the words started to vanish, i could see lips moving but nothing to hear..

i mean am i in a dream? i need to wake up.

Unexpectedly i found myself weeping, i couldn't believe what i heard and saw..

and i could hear again.. 

fahad's voice calling: nayfaa la76'a!!!

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I simply gave him my back and left without saying a single word.

I mean, how would u feel if the one who mattered the most to you betrayed you? and with who? one of your best friends!

At that moment, i gave up on everything..  i just hated everything for a second.

Tears filled my eyes as fahda showed up with a terrified look.

Fahda: hww nayfa esh feek? lesh btrj3en bdree?

Me: fahda sorry but i'm not in the mood to talk -while looking at the ground trying to hold back my tears-

Fahda: nayfa are u tearing? please e7kii ur scaring me!

Me: fahda what part of i don't want to talk don't you understand!!!

 5laa9 ru7i l,fahad w felwa yguloonlik

i walked to the hyde park benches the place i refer to every time i want a piece of mind, but not that time, it was a war. i kept on walking as fast as i could. 

I just wanted to lean down on the smooth benches and rest my head out, a piece of me dies every time i remember the words

u mean the world to me..

i would never imagine myself with someone else, i knew i found my missing piece the day i saw you

If I had to choose between breathing and loving you I would use my last breath to tell you I love you.

i finally reached the benches, i sat there watching the blue lake, green trees, and shiny sun..

well, i used to see them like that but not anymore.. 

i was not overreacting it was just miserable..

It's a achy feeling inside my chest
It's like I'm going into cardiac arrest..

why is this happening to me?

why do things change to the worst in the end?

is this the end?

why did they do this?

was it all just lies and games?

who knows about this?

did i hear the right words?

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and that was me for a whole, heavy hour.. questioning.

: are you ok young lady?

-i looked up to find a pretty old woman-

Me: umm yes i'm fine, thank you for asking

: u don't seem fine at all

-she handed me a piece of tissue-

Me: thank you so much -sniffing-

: i'm Elizabeth, wait u look familiar i know i saw you once

Me: oh, really? i don't really remember..

Elizabeth: now i know, u were the hospital elevator girl as she giggled

Me: -.-

Elizabeth: tell me, what's wrong?

Well, i always wanted the chance to talk to someone who won't judge when i feel depressed..

and i told her everything.

Elizabeth: i'm really sorry to hear this neyfa

Me: it's nayfa, -as i chuckled-

Elizabeth: your life won't stop, it simple means you deserve better.

If he really loved you he won't just betray you, cheating is a "choice" not a "mistake" after all..

-with her heavy british accent-

let me tell you this.. my very own husband cheated on me.. after 6 years of marriage

he left me when he didn't know he was gonna be called ''dad''

and here i am with my very own son living my life.. i wouldn't stop my life for someone who wouldn't even care..

I deserved better and got someone better, my husband now.

Me: but.. i know i'll never find better -as i teared-

Elizabeth: i used to say the same thing, but i found him even after years i did..

Me: and where did you guys meet?

Elizabeth: in the hospital

Me: i'm really sorry for this but -and i cracked up laughing-

Elizabeth: -she hit my shoulders playfully-

as she waved for someone coming her way.

this is my son, John

Me: oh hey

she went to answer a phone call as John played with his mobile, he then asked me about his mother and we laughed and that was when i saw fahad's face coming -.-

Fahad: nayfaa gumee b7akeek

Me: John ur mother is really cute, she told me about the hospital story

-madree esh d5al bs i wanna see fahad's reaction- 

Fahad: a7akeek tara, btgumeen wla kef?

Me: mara7 agum.

Fahad: tra bkb el,juice 3la sh3rk 

Me: intt lazm tnrfznii, y3nee shen w guwat 3en jay t7akeeni b3d ent w 4al wjh?

Fahad: shufee e4a ma gmtii bkb

Me: uffff, n3m 5eer?

Fahad: emshii 

Me: e5l9

Fahad: what did u just see?

Me: 5laa9 gul elli 3ndk bser3a!!

Fahad: laa y3nii entii mn jdk i'll choose someone 3'erk?

Me: fahad u meant the world to me, y3nee tara mu sahlaa faj2a ashufik talking to my best friend w muu ay klam b3d

-then ofcourse i teared, i just can't hold them back-

Fahad: he wiped my tears then hugged me really tight 

look at me. "he said"

i'll never ever replace you, you're everything i see.

Me: -the words make me forget why i was even tearing-

bs-s i did hear it -while sniffing-

Fahad: you heard it, yes.

 But u heared it in a completely wrong way..

lmaa nseti w 6l3ti m3 fahda i planned on going out with u w glt l,aziz bs u forgot and on that day i spent the whole night thinking on words to tell u but i didn't find the perfect words so i took the chance to talk and ask felwa for help and pretend she's you to judge the words they should flow easily bss lma ashuf wjhk ya zgg ansa elkalam -.-

ha4a elli 9aar.

and u know what i couldn't do it without imagining felwa's face as yours..                                                                                                                                                                                  

Me: uff 5awaftnii 

Fahad: yazeen elli y3'arun

Me: -i blushed- yallah abii arja3 

Fahad: laa let's have a walk

Me: atleast i change, shuf esh labsa shorts w a cotton top

Fahad: take my sweater, w don't wear shorts next time it's still not summer -.-

Me: -i looked funny, it was really big but still very cozy-

we had a beautiful walk, the sunset was just amazing

it's really funny how a single person can make u see the light and colors..