CHAPTER 27

I TRIED AS HARD AS I CAN TO WRITE THIS LONG POST, SINCE EXAMS ARE STARTING SOON.. ENJOY IT AND COMMENT WHAT U THINK<3

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on our way home i got that message that said:

ahlen nayfa, fa6'ya elyom? e4a ee t3alee in this park ***** at 6:00

i need to talk to you!

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i ignored that message, and didn't reply..

-and started packing my stuff-

i laid on my bed trying to have some sleep since i should wakeup early tomorrow.. I was really nervous about fahad's operation tomorrow.. so i decided to listen to music until i sleep..

What am I fighting, afraid of losing?
It's like I'm not in control.
I'm watching myself, I'll die thinking you won't be around.
You know you got my heart on lock, and even if I were to run, I can't go..

Maa gdrt anam, each time i close my eyes a negative thought strikes through my head! I decided to call my friends, they change my mood everytime! 

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PHONE CALL WITH DANA:

Dana: Nayfaaa!!!!!! eshtgt lkkk :')

Me: i miss you much more dana, how's fahdah and felwa?

Dana: they're all fine, 3mrk 6weel twnaa n7kii 3nk!

How about we skype?

Me: sure

so we opened skype and chatted for about 20 mins, i miss being with them, i miss our conversations..

GOSH I MISS THEM SO MUCH! i told them about fahad's surgery tomorrow and that i need to sleep now.

-they mentioned that they're coming after couple of weeks-

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AFTER THAT DANA BBM'ED ME:

Dana:

Nayfa!!

PING!!!

PING!!

Me:

Yes?

Dana: 

3ade a6lb mnk 6lb?

Me:

akeed!

Dana:

Fahdah w felwa galo bytmshon barra, so in the meanwhile can u call aziz i just wanna skype with him i mis him so much:')

Me:

missed him haa? la mara7 agula ;;)

Dana:
blaa sa5afa, amana guleela gbl ma yjun pleasseee nayfa 6lbtkk

Me:
kel ha4a 3ashana=))! 

Dana:
btguleen wla kef-.-

Me:
amz77 mn 3yunii bgulaa al7een

Dana:

Thank you a7bkkkk a7bkkkk<3

Me: =))<3!

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I decided to check up on fahad and aziz.

*knocks their door*

Aziz: meen?

Me: ana nayfa

Aziz: please nayfa mub wgtk we're playing video games

Me: are u sure?? tara it's for your own good..

Aziz: *opens the door*

5eer?

Me: dana galt tbee t7akeek skype, how about that?

Aziz: okkk, dgeega w jay 3ndkk :D

Me: mashallah elebtisama shaga wjhk

Aziz: engl3ii bss

So i bbm'ed dana that aziz is ready, and they both thanked me for arranging this..

Me: *while whispering* yallah tklm!!

Aziz: dana l76'a shwy *pointing on the door*

-y3nee ilee i6l3ee-

Me: eff okay b6laa3 -.-

i went to Aziz's room.

Fahad: nwwrt el3'orfa

Me: *giggles* i sat on the couch and watched him play

Fahad: t3alee el3bii m3ay

Me: ma7ib video games

Fahad: muu kfaya inee bl3b m3ak?

Me: lool ok

*we played for 10 mins sharp*

Me: fahad did u pack ur stuff?

Fahad: yuu allah y4krk bl5eer nset! b3d shwy bswee

Me: fahad! we should be on time tomorrow..

Fahad: 6yb please 3adee tsa3deeni..

Me: okk, i opened the bag and started packing things he need..


Fahad: yuu nayfa shftee a red box, it's important

Nayfa: l76'a bdwra el7een

ha4a?< *points on the box* 

Fahad: eeee it's urs<3
open it later..



Me: okay
yallah ur bag's done!

Fahad: a7bkkk ya a7la nayfaa<3

*i blushed*


Fahad: Nayfaa ma ka'ana aziz 6wlee, a9lan wena hu?
ma estw3bt jeeti w nseet kl shy..

Me: he's skyping dana :$

Fahad: t3alee nshuf a5rta 4aa =))

-me and fahad slowly walked to my room-

Me: eft7 elbab 

Fahad: ok *intterupts*

-we found out that aziz was in the kitchen coming upstairs and saw us-

Aziz: allah la yeblana ana henna, lgafatkom..

-me&fahad- BUSTED! =))

Aziz entered his room, he seems happy..
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Me: ok, fahad yallah please nam el7een 3ashan ma nt25r bukraa<3

Fahad: How about u open the box?

Me: i forgot it in your room, bjeeba

Fahad: it's ok ana bjeba

-enters room and takes the box-

Aziz: bt36eeha now

Fahad: ee, we'll go to the garden ok?

Aziz: ok, entbh 3leha<3

Fahad: wshd3wa akeed =))
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-i was waiting in the hallway-

Fahad: -while heading downstairs- t3alee

Me: wen?

Fahad: to the garden

Me: ok  -he held my hand and took me to the garden outside-

Fahad: Nayfa i wanna go straight into this.. t3rfen ino 3maleeti bukra..

Me: yeaa -while shaking- when i remember his surgery i get so nervous!

Fahad: so ymkn tnja7.. w yemkn laa. ana bs 7ab agulk 4a elkalam intee a7laa shy 9ar b7ayatii w always know that i'll be with u<3 w lw la sma7allah ***

Me: -while tearing- fahad stop btgum bilslama enshallah !!!!! 

Fahad: -gave me the box, it had a ring and a note-

this will be my promise ring, nayfa ana mabee a7d ya54k mnee lw meen ma kan ur mine forever and always<3
-i wore it-

Me: i was silent, didn't know what to say.. -i tried to hold back my tears, and avoid saying any word..-
but i failed at it!

Fahad: nayfa la tbkeen! mala da3ii yallah lets go up and take rest<3 

Me: yallah..

-he took me to my room, and handed me the note-

Fahad: t9b7een 3la 5eer

Me: -i flashed a smile, with my eyes full of tears-

i laid on my bed and kept on thinking bout what he said.. if the surgery didn't work.. how am i gonna live without him, how, and howw?.... until i fell asleep..


NEXT MORNING:



i woke up early, to make sure everything's ready. ''I tried really hard to stay positive"
i prayed and

changed to this:

''luggage bag"

I went downstairs and decided to cook my own nutella crepes, it was 7:00 a.m 

-btw, i forgot to mention that lama and anoud decided to join a one week camp- so they'e not in the house-.

I knocked Aziz's room and entered..

Aziz w fahad yallah gumoo 3ashan ma net2a5ar!! bser3aaa..

Me: aklm eljdran anaa? gumoo yallah!

Fahad: nayfa zojtii men matta intee hena

Me: *i burst out laughing* goomu yallah bs bla 5arabee6 i'm waiting downstairs

Fahad: fsheela, ok =))

-they were ready and went downstairs-

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I prepared nutella crepes

Fahad: kel shy mn ydk 7lu<3

Me: :$

-so we ate our breakfast, made the bags are in the car-

Mama came downstairs.

Mama: 9aba7 el5eir

Us: 9ba7 elnoor

Mama: mashallah elyoum 9a7een bdree

Aziz: ee 3ashan 3mliyat fahad

Mama: ee 9a7 nseet, and bs ygum obok jayeen enshallah

Us: enshallah

Mama: tgum bilslama enshallah<3

Fahad: allah yslmk 5altee<3

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CAR RIDE:

*i was extremely nervous, but i tried to act normal*

it was: 

-the driver-     -Aziz-

-me-            -fahad-

*nothing important happened* fahad called his parents -they're coming tomorrow morning, since they couldn't come earlier.. his parents already talked to the doctors and reserved the rooms so everything was ready-

Suddenly i got this text message ''again''

Nayfa, u didn't come last time! Please come to that ****** park i wanna talk to you.. and atleast tell me if ur coming or not.

Seriously, who could this be??

IFFF BATHIR! -oh no, did i say this out load-??


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Fahad: nayfa meen elbathr? -in a low voice-



to be continued..