CHAPTER 30

I tried my best to write this long chapter, especially enna it got erased w i had to write it agian.. enjoy it and comment what u think<3


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Sama: ha4aa ilee 9ar we're on our honeymoon

we had a little fight like any other couples!

he was so mad that he took his car and drived really fast after an hour of him going out, the hospital called me and told me to come and i still don't know what's wrong -while crying really hard-

I couldn't hold back my tears, i started thinking what if this happened to me and fahad i would be crying insanely!!

i tried to calm her down until aziz came towards us..

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- i stood up-

Aziz: Nayfa feekom shy?

Me: la we're fine, aziz please place our bags in the room..  fahad is still sleeping

Aziz: okay

Me: i'll be here, btru7 makan?

Aziz: ana ba6la3 shwy for 1 hour w arja3, if u need anything tell me

Sama: -ana asta24in-

Me: laa sama wait b7akeek

-she was still tearing-

I placed my hand on her shoulder and said:

Stuff like this happen, laa t6'aygeen 9adrek wallah mafee shy yeswa stop crying

Sama: bs ya nayfa u don't understand, lw kntee makani 9dg mara7 t3rfeen esh tsween!!

I swear ma gd 3'l6t b7aga.. he loves me and i can see it and feel it but there's still something missing!

Me: what is it?

Sama: he never understands! ytsara3 w may7ib eltafahom yfhm kl shy b6reegta w ma y36y fur9a l3'eera y7kii i don't know what to do wallah!

shufee bgulik ilee 9ar w u judge, e4a ur free..

Me: ee sure tell me, take me as your sister 

Sama: We're on our honeymoon and it started perfect just the way i wanted it to be we were in Maldives for the first three days and they were magical w bs jena hena everything changed!

It was our 2 years anniversary and i decided to do something special i told him that i'm going out with a friend i haven't seen in 3 years.. 

He planned to spend the night together but i insisted to and he finally agreed..

he planned to go out with one of his friends and i promised it was just today,

 elmohim i went to the flower store to buy kinds of flowers i also bought lovely candles and then i went to the grocery store to buy everything i need for dinner.. candle stands, food, desserts, new plate sets, table clothes.. and much more fhmtee ilee i was trying really hard to make this an unforgettable night? 

i went back home and prepared the table outside in the balcony.. 

then i went to cook the dinner when everything was ready i went and took a quick shower , changed my clothes, did my makeup and hair when everyhting was finally ready it was 8:30 and we planned that we meet here at 9:00 in the apartment, knt twnee bklma bshuf wena ilaa d5l w i don't know why faham 3'ala6 7sb ino i lied w i was here the whole time w he insisted that!

i tried to explain what happened as he walked, he didn't even ask why i wash here and din't even bother to listen to a single word i say! 

he gave me his back and simply walked..

I planned this to be one of the best nights everything was WONDERFUL! until he slammed the door really hard and drived away

i was crying really hard at the moment, i felt that i was lost and empty!

after 30 mins the hopital called me i changed to my training suit and closed the candles and went directly there to see him all broken :')

what am i supposed to do?

My honemoon is ruined

I lost him

He's broken..

it's just enough i can't talk more about it, now it's ur turn to talk..

Me: -i was really shocked i mean while judging others situations i put myself in their place-

Sama, if i was u i wouldn't know what to do 9dg!

intee m6'louma u did nothing wrong at all it was just a misunderstaing

Sama: -interrupted-  just a misunderstanding? bs fee shy isma tafahom we're not children!

Me: that's right, it wasn't worth all that

Sama: he never gave chance to others to speak, i love him and everything but i hate this thing about him! nayfa y3nee it's our honeymoon w ke4aa yswee? i don't know if i should be with him i guess i made the wrong dicision..

-and she started tearing-

i always tried really hard to make him happy, but he never appreciates it i swear men el9aba7 i didn't rest kella 3ashan this? nayfa i don't know what to do!

talk to him? 

leave him?

Go back home?

Me: The best thing to do is talk to him, he'll regret what he did 9adgeeni..

Sama: t7seen?

Me: ee, explain everything and simply leave he'll think about his mistake a girl like u deserves al the 

best wallah 

Sama: i can't imagine my life without him :')

for the past two years he meant everything to me bs it's just that he doesn't understand..

Me: don't worry talk to him w enshallah everything's gonna be fine..

Sama: nayfa i can't thank you enough 9dg u came at the right time i really needed someone to talk to i owe u a lot thank you so much 

-and she hugged me while tearing-

Me: wshd3waa sama i did nothing here's my number ********** call me anytime u needed me don't hesitate

-so i went to fahad's room, he was still sleeping ilee half asleep it shows that he's really tired i slowly opened my bag to my clothes and went to the bathroom-

and changed to this:

i checked up on fahad to make sure he's okay and started reading my novel..

30 mins past, aziz came

Aziz: ahlan, while whispering

Me: kefek?

Aziz: i'm fine, esh 9ar elyoum?

Me: t3al outside w bgoulk fahad is sleeping

-we went outside-

Aziz: lmaa jet ur friend kant tbkii are u all fine?

Me: ee, i just met her she really needed help so i helped her 

-i told him the story-

Aziz: mskeena

Me: ee wallah, allah y3eenha

 5leena n7aki mama w baba

Aziz: ok

- we called them to make sure they're fine, they told us that they're coming in the morning and we'll go to pick lama and anoud-

Aziz: i'll go change

Me: ok

-as i followed aziz to the room i saw sama standing infront of fawaz's door-

i walked towards her.. she was still tearing :')

Sama: NAYFA! 3ndaa kusoor w he'll do the operation after 1 hour the nurse said i have 10 mins to talk to him should i explain now or b3d ma y5ali9

Me: laa explain now, the sooner the better just tell him what happened is a short way

Sama: a5af i look nervous w y7asb i'm lying

Me: sama be confident u know u didn't do something wrong 9a7?

Sama: 3adee tnt9'ren i know az3jtk wallah...

Me: ofcourse! laa ez3aj wla shy wallah

She smiled and entered..

SAMA'S POV:

I was shaking i don't know why i just did thoughts kept on striking, not any thoughts negative thoughts i stood infront of fawaz's bed and looked down thoughts were everywhere

What if i lost him?

What if he doesn't get fine?

What if we never return back the way we used to be?

What if.......

I looked really pale 

Fawaz: Sama!

i came a little closer, i'm sorry -he teared-

he teared for the first time!!!

Fawaz:  i don't know what happened maa a36etk elfur9a ttklmen even if ur wrong ana est3jlt ma kan elmfru9' aswe ke4a wallah bs mabee ay shy ya54k mnee no matter what it is!!

Sama: -i cried even harder- he held me hand and i explained 

-he was more than shocked-

Fawaz: 9dg madree esh agulk!!!!!!!! 

u don't deserve me, u deserve someone better 

Nurse: -knocks the door-

ma'am he needs to be alone now

Fawaz: just a sec

-he kissed my hand and said: please forgive me-

Sama: -i nodded-

bs promise you'll change this way

Fawaz: i promise<3

i ran to nayfa and gave her the tightest hug

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Sama: it worked! everything's fine thank you for your advices 9dg ma knt a3rf esh bswee mn dunk

-and she explained what happened-

Me: el7amdella, don't worry about el, honeymoon u can stay for more weeks 

-aziz was calling me-

Me: sama i need to go now, take care and call me when u need anything

Sama: thank you so much<3

-i went to the room-

FAHAD WAS AWAKE:D

Aziz: -talking to fahad- erta7t?

az3jneee wenha nayfa w wenha nayfa

Fahad: u99, tw ma nwrt el3'orfa<3

Me: bwjoodik 

kefek el7een?

w did u eat?

Fahad: el7amdellaa i'm fine<3, and yes i did

-aziz was watching tv, then he went to bring water bottles-

I laid on the couch and completed reading

Fahad: nayfa

Me: - i looked back -

Fahad: t3alee bgulk shy

Me: 5wftnee fe shy -while walking towards him-

Fahad: laa sit down 

galee fahad bukra el9aba7 btru7un 9a7?

Me: ee bnjeeb lama w anoud

-gosh i miss them-

Fahad: in the meanwhile since both my parents are here b5leehum yklmoon 3my

-i stared for a second, b3den estw3bt-

Fahad: y3nee you'll finally be mine, my one and only nayfa

*I blushed*

Aziz came in, ''awkward''

Anyways, nothing important happened i read some pages of the novel then fell asleep

NEXT MORNING:

Aziz: nayfaa gumii!!

Me: bs shway please

Aziz: nayfa glt lk gumee hum bel6reeg

Me: eff 5ala9 glt lk mabiii 5lnee anam

Aziz: he carried me to the bathroom 

Me: la wallaah?

Aziz: ma tfhmeen inte? agulk grebeen tguleen 5lne

Me: -while my eyes half closed- 

i wanted to get my clothes and i ended up bumping my head on the door, what a great morning.

Aziz opened the door and knew that this will happen he was laughing really hard

Me: u999 fahad naym, w b3den esh elli y9'a7k?

-i heard fahad giggling-

Aziz: 5l9eeni yallah

Me: e9br bjeeb malabsee

Aziz: allah la y3meena, shufeehom gdamk mu ams jhzteehom gabel ma tnamen? -.-

Me: i closed the door and changed to this:

my hair was in a side messy braid, i applied some mascara and lipbalm and was ready to go

Aziz: wa a5eeran

Me: -.-

i went to check up on fahad if he's still sleeping, i knew he was not i heard him laughing at me

Me: 9baa7 el5eer

Fahad: 9ba7 elnoor  -while laughing at me-

Me: t9'7ak 3ly ha? :)

Fahad: la abadan

Me: anyways, bye we'll come blel w bjeb movies esh rayk?

Fahad: ee ok, w let ur parents come with u

Me: enshallah *i blushed*

i went to close our bags, they came in slmna 3lehom w 6l3na..

Aziz went to buy him a cup of coffee and i asked for a cup of hot chocolate

while waiting i saw sama entering the hospital

Sama -i waved-

She came towards me and i hugged her

Me: kefek elyoum?

Sama: i'm fine, w inty how's everything?

Me: everything's great

Sama: yallah i'll go check up on fawaz, talk to you later -and smiled-

3ad 5leena nshufik greeb<3 

Me: enshallah

We entered the car slmt 3laa mama w baba

Mama: kefkom?

Me&Aziz: kwayseen

Baba: w kef fahad?

Aziz: el7amdella, t7sn

Mama&Baba: el7amdella

Baba: af6rtu?

Me: aziz a5a4 coffee, w ana hot chocolate

Baba: ajal nru7 nf6r a9lan e7na 6al3een badree

We went and ate breakfast, it was really fun ke4a menzman ma jlst m3 mama w baba w solfna..

after 20 mins baba's phone was ringing

It was fahad's dad!

baba stood up and left the table

-marra knt abee a3rf esh bygul-

anyways, when he came back he looked at me and smiled and we completed our breakfast normally..

CAR RIDE:

Baba: nayfa, at 7 bnru7 ll,mostashfa nslm 3la fahad w his parents 

Me: i smiled

it was really awkward

elmohim we arrived!

we went down to see lama and anoud waiting for us

slmu 3la mama w baba w b3den ana w aziz 

i hugged both of them realy hard, i miss them!!

Me: kef enbs6tu?

Anoud: ee marra, lesh ma jeti m3na?

Me: kant 3nde 6'uroof ma gdrt 

-aziz went and anoud started talking about everything they did, r7mtha aziz yslk laha =))-

Lama: kef fahad? wallah i missed u so much!

Me: el7amdella, his surgery went well w ana kman

Mama: aziz ana w abok bnru7 now take care all of u okay?

Baba: entbhu 3la nfskom w kunoo bil,apartment at 7

us: enshallah

Lama: esh nswee now?

Anoud: abee movie

Aziz: nru7?

Me: la ana mabee movie

Anoud: please please please

Me: 5la9 aziz ru7 inta w anoud w ana w lama bnru7 elpark jnb our apartment

Aziz: 5la9 okay 

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We returned back to the apartment, changed to training suits and started  jogging ..

We decided to take a rest and sit on the bench

Me: guess what?

Lama: what?

Me: ohh actually fee two subjects which one t5taren awal?

Lama: bser3aa e7ki fe shy?

Me: la don't worry

Lama: gulee ana le da5al?

Me: well, ee w another one y59nee ana

anyways i told her about what fahad told me, and about us going at 7:00

Lama: na9aba!

Nayfa: wallah *my face turned red*

Lama: -hugged me really tight-

Lama: gabel ma nerja3 w aswee sh3rk w we choose the outfit esh el,second subject?

Me: haa? -i looked nervous-

Lama: please nayfa e7kii i'll understand!

Me: this was what happened..

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to be continued..