chapter 29

sorry for taking long, hope you enjoy it<3
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Me: turki 5wftnee tklmm!!

Turki: don't worry elmw6'u3 ma y59k a9lan!

Me: ma y59nee? ajal why am i here? w y59 men?

Turki: -after a moment of silence-

y59 lama -and looked at me-

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I tried to understand what was going on but i couldn't, i mean LAMA?

Me: -moment of silence-

wsh feeha lama?

Turki: esh? la ma feeha shy.. bs..

Me: Turki laa tlf w tdoor tara ana bilguwat jeet 3ndee 9'ruf please tklm lama feeha shy?

Turki: Nayfa ana manii 3arf kef agoolk 3ashan ke4a tfhmee w9'3ee! ana nadeetik 3ashan tsa3deeni la akthr wlaa agl!

Me: w ma 3ndee mushkella bsa3dkk.. bs lama e5ti esh d5lha!

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benkom shy?

-Turki freezed and was silent, i was waiting for him to speak but he was just so nervous-

Turki: bgoulk elli 9aar

Last year. when u visited london in the summer vacation 9udfa lgeet 3mii since i study in London 9arlee 3 years w lama kant m3ah mn b3d 4ak elyoum ma trkt bali, nayfa ana mst3d a56bha el7een gbil bukra w..

*nayfa interrupts*

Nayfa: 6yb lesh ma tfahmt m3 aboy?

Turki: 5leeni akml lk, b3d ma sheftaha b,two days r7t starbucks w lgetha with her friend w ana ma 9dgt tjeeni elfur9a a7akeeha bs ma 3rft kef kl ma jeet abi arou7 laha i feel weak.. when i had all the power to go talk to her this was how it went..

FLASHBACK:

Turki: ahln lama

Lama: ahlen, turki 9a7?

Turki: ee 9a7, lama mumkin a7akeek dgeega?

Lama: bss 9a7btee...

Turki: it won't take more than a minute

Lama: ok  -gave nouf a stare ilee wait here-

we went near the door, gltlaha lama manii 3arf kef agoulk bss can u just take my pin mu ga9dee shy wallah bs incase u needed anything during this vacation..

Lama: sorry turki bs bel nehaya t3rf ina ha4a 3'ala6 9a7?

Turki: Lama wallaa intee fahmtne 3'ala6

Lama: i'm sorry, turki how about we talk later on 9a7btee nouf foug mabee a6awel 3leha

here's my pin: *******

Turki: sorry for taking time

I added her, and this was how the convo went:

Turki: Lama i'm sorry about today, k2ana ma 9ar shy ok?

Lama: u shoudn't be sorry, i just couldn't talk because nouf was with me..

Turki: ok t9b7een 3la 5er, tell me anytime you're free..

Lama: wait turki, are u busy now? cause i felt bad for not letting you say what u wanted today

Turki: no i'm not, can we meet at the ***** park

-we met exactly there and he pointed the place-

Lama: okay, 10 mins

So, i told her everything  about how i felt and whatsoever w she was really nervous that she went back running..

she bbm'ed me saying: 
sorry for my reaction, but i don't think it's the perfect time if we're really meant for eachother we'll get another chance.. i'm not ready

Turki: ok, aw3dkk ina byjee youm  awreek ino fee next chances now i'm sorry about that 6'aygtik..

Lama: okay, can i please delete you? mabee a7d yefham 3'ala6

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Turki: w ha4a ilee 9ar..

nayfa ttw83en fee a7d b7yat lama?

-he waited for my respond-

Turki: nayfaa esh feek e7ki!

Me: kel ha4a y9eer w ana ma adrii..

Turki: nayfa 6lbtkk please i want to prove that second chance! bs in the same time ma wdee a6'ayegha..

Me: ma atw83! 

Me: -i told her about lama's camp and how i'm busy with fahad- 

i'll ask her and respond to u

Turki: ok you have my number, save it and call me anytime ur free  

Nayfa: enshallah

Turki: 9dgg madree wsh agulk nayfa, thank you for underdstanding i owe u a lot!!

Me: wshd3waa! yallah i need to go now 

Turki: ee 9a7 nayfa mabee elmw6'oo3 ye6la3 even aziz ok?

Me: enshallah

-and i returned to the hospital-

while i was on the way searching for the person i was thinking of who might this be..

now i'm going back thinking how could this be..

i reached the hospital after a long walk..

i found aziz in the same place..

Me: ahln aziz, esh 9ar 3laa fahad?

Fahad: he's still in the surgery..

-i started praying for him for couple of minutes until aziz interrupted-

Aziz: 9a7 nseet as2alik esh 9ar? meen lgeti fl,park

Me: i stayed silent didn't think of an answer!

should i tell him what happened?

i mean i tell aziz every single thing!!

bs i remembered what turki told me..

Aziz: nayfaa tklmii fee shy?

Me: eshh t7akeeni? laa wallah ma fee shy 6l3t 9a7btee swtlee surprise

-good one-

Aziz: aa ok

i kept on praying and hoping for the best as i did unexpected tears rolled through my cheeks

Aziz noticed how nervous i was

Aziz: t3alee jnbee nayfa

i went next to him and placed my head on his warm chest.. 

Aziz: nayfa ana esh glt lk?

''think positive no matter what''

w b3deen kl shy b2eed rbii enshallah ygum bilslama w yrj3 a7sn men awal

Me: allah yesma3 mnkk *while sniffing* bs ya aziz lww...

Aziz: w b3den ya nayfa? 

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we spent the day waiting in the hospital!! fahad's surgery went well bs he still didnt wake up!

aziz: nayfaa 7beebti goumi!!

me: hmm??

Aziz: 7beebti goumi yallah ahl fahad al7een jayeen!

Me: sa3a km??

Aziz: yallah mar youm kaml w enti nayma w fahad gaam elfajer gal esmk km mn marra bs naym al7een!!

Me: kaiffaa?? -while pondering for the answer-

Aziz: 7amdillah el3amalya nj7t bs el doctor ygoul lazm yg3d bl mustashfa for 2 weeks 3l a8l!!

Me: el7amdillah 3la kul 7al ya raab!! 
-a huge relief-

Aziz; yallah ed5li 7mam 3'yrii maynf3 yjoun ahla w enti mbah'thlaa!!

Me: okk al7een ill go in take a shower w b3daha twdeeni 3nd fahad??

aziz: yallah al7een ed5li tn9'fee w yseer 5air=))

i got in the shower, and i was singing:


All along it was a fever...
a cold sweat hot-headed believer..
i threw my hand in the air, i said show me something
he said, if you dare come a little closer 


round and around and around and around we go....
OHH now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know...


Not really sure how to feel about it.
something in the way you move
makes me feel like i can't live without you 
it takes me all the way, i want you to staaay...


It's not much of a life you are living...
it's not just something you take, it's given..


round and around and around and around we go....
OHH now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know...


Not really sure how to feel about it.
something in the way you move
makes me feel like i can't live without you 
it takes me all the way, i want you to staaay...
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** best song ever,, lol t7mst tra bs 3adi the song is amazing itha ma t3rfounha listen to it!! stay- rihanna ***


i got out of the shower dried my hair and wore this:

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Me: Azizz yallah 5l9t let's go!

Aziz: amdaak?

Me: yallah wallah i can't wait

Aziz: emshee yallah -,-
klhom henak!

Me: n9aab meen fee?? 

Aziz: our parents w aziz's parents and his uncle and aunt

Me: la76'aa shuuuf lbsee!! twwk tgul fee kl thoul!

Aziz: glt lk intee ilee mtn7a, 6yb ru7ee 3'yree bsr3aa!

i changed to this:

applied simple makeup, then i tied my curled hair into a ponytail..

Aziz was waiting in the car

Aziz: elzen kella b,e5tii<3

Me: i giggled, thank you

5 minutes past with silence i was busy using my phone, and he was busy driving.

Me: Aziz! please stop by this flower shop 

Aziz: ok

-we went down and entered the shop-

while we were waiting for someone to help, i saw turki busy talking and seemed to be preparing for something huge!

he looked at us and flashed a smile, i smiled back then aziz went to talk to him..

in the meantime, i ordered a huge flower bouquet and chose the colors..

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 CAR RIDE:

Me: aziz! mnzman 3n lama w anoud i tried to call them but they didn't answer me

Aziz: lessa bagii 2 days 3la their camp, ams klmthom to make sure they're okay don't worry..

Me: aa el7amdella

mtaa bnu9al?

Aziz: haww nayfa wsh feek mt7msa? t3rfen it takes 20-25 minutes

Me: laa 3adee, bs i wanna see fahad to make sure he's ok!!

Aziz: agulk gal el,doctor his surgery went fine bs he needs 2 more weeks to make sure he's perfect!

Me: wlww, lazm ashuff

Aziz: btshufeena wallah btshufeena wen ray7een e7na el7en? -.-

i stayed quiet until we reached the hospital

"FINALLY"

i opened the car's door and went running inside, woah! aziz was screming

Aziz: a39abikk, lat6e7een 3lenaa -while carrying the bouquet and laughing-

-i gave him a sarcastic look and pressed the elevator's button-

GOSH! is everything too slow or am i impatient

Aziz a36anee eln6'ra ilee eskte

British old lady: i guess ur impatient sweetheart 

Aziz was laughing insanely 

Me: aziz! shuf esh tgulee 4ee 

Aziz: tstahlen, ed5lee bs 

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we entered the room to find everybody

i greeted everyone, and gave fahad the happiest, widest smile!!!

-i was in the mood to jump, the feeling when u feel extremely relieved-

bs i couldn't 6b3an..

Fahad's family thanked us a lot for the first day which was really sweet of them..

then they went to the hotel since they came here directly from the airport..

My parents went to visit lama and anoud they had a competition or something like that.. 

before they went:

Me: mama

Mom: samii 7abeebty

Me: momkin nnam ana w aziz hena elyoum? pleaseeeee

Mom: ya nayfa oma btkun hena mala da3i t6'aygun 3lehom

Me: mama please bgulaha trj3 she needs rest a9lan!

Mom: yallah ok while laughing at me 

Me: thank u a7bkkkk!!!!

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so it was aziz and fahad talking, me w 5altii sitting.. her face seemed pale and realy tired.

Me: 5altii, mala da3ee tjlseen hena ana w aziz bnkun 3nda w e4a e7tjna ay shy bn7akeekom intu elyom wa9leen w ma amdaki trj3ee t3'yrii 7atta!

5alti: wallah ya nayfa madree esh agulk, maa tg9reen 7abeebty<3 

fahad galee arja3 bs ma 7bet atrka l7ala bs lma 3rft el7een btkunon m3aa it's ok e7na mn bukra el9ba7 jayeen enshallah

Me: enshallah, don't worry

-i gave fahad a big hug-

Me: kefek fahad? w how's the surgery?

Fahad: el7amdellaa everyhing's fine

w thank you 3al flowers, ma kan ye7taj<3

Me: wshd3wa tstahel akthr!

Fahad: marra y9'a7ik ur reaction 3nd el,elevator:$

Me: eshh? -i rememberred-

-I gave aziz that death stare-

he changed the subject and went back to bring our apartment to bring the stuff we need: laptop, chargers, snacks, pj's, clothes, w 7ostii ilee ma t5l9..

-yaletni ana ilee r7t he called me atleast 10 times to ask where my stuff were-

So, i spent the time talking to fahad making sure he's ok he decided to take a 30 mins nap since his medicine makes him sleepy so i had a walk outside waiting for aziz to bring the stuff..

I hate hospitals! while walking i saw this crowd walking towards me i moved back to see a young guy and a girl trying to not leave him

the nurses insisted that she waits since he needed surgery..

the scene was heartbreaking i went running to her and helped her sit next to me..

Me: don't worry, everything's gonna be fine bs have some hope<3

Girl: ttklmen 3rbii?

Me: ee! 

Girl: asfa 3la ilee tw 9ar w thnk you for helping while wiping her tears.. 

i'm Sama

Me: and i'm nayfa, tshrfna 

-and she kept on tearing, i couldn't take it-

Me: please la tbkeen, ed3ee rbk w enshallah by9eer ilee feh el5er 

Sama: -hugged me really tight while sniffing-

Me: i hugged her back, momkin a3rf ilee 9ar?

Sama: ha4aa ilee 9ar we're on our honeymoon

we had a little fight like any other couples!

he was so mad that he took his car and drived really fast after an hour of him going out, the hospital called me and told me to come and i still don't know what's wrong -while crying really hard-

I couldn't hold back my tears, i started thinking what if this happened to me and fahad i would be crying insanely!!

i tried to calm her down until aziz came towards us..