CHAPTER 48

PREVIOUS:

fahad: laa fee sbbb ya felwa fee w ana ella youmik ha4a mnn sm3tt-

felwa: sm33t 3nha shy? 9a7? 6yb 9dgt b4el suhoula?

fahad: la ya felwa e4nii ma 9dgt, bss ana shft b3younii shft w ya letnii maa shft

picture sended

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FELWA'S POV:

i felt my heart drop, i knew it wasn't her cause 

i know nayfa.

i just didn't know what to do and how to deal with that.

is it true? what i'm seeing.

when did it happen?

and how?

and again i say, i know nayfa.

aziz: felwaa, esh mg3dk b4al wgtt?

felwa: 5wftniii -sigh-

aziz: wallah shklk wrak blawi entii

felwa: 7aram 3lek!

aziz: an97k tnameen shkl nayfa bt97a bdrii bukra

lw tdrii b,m9eebat nayfa.

aziz: hww felwa shfeek ke4a

felwa: ee 9a7, t9ba7 3la 5er.

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i tucked myself under the cozy bedsheet, and i spent two hours in a row thinking about that picture.

fahdah: bnaaaat

nayfa: hmm

felwa: fahdah please shh

fahdah: e97uu!!

ya allaah, nweef gumii bsr3a bwreekum shyy

nayfa: w b3deen? maa tskteen? 5alaa9 la t7keen az3jteena uff mnn 4al 9ba7

fahdah: -she pulled me to the window-

agulkk akf5a 4al,aziz?

mswii ana elromancii y3nii

nayfa: w e7lfii enk m97yatna 3ashan nshuuf wjeeh aziz w dana?

please gulee laa l2ana wa9la ma3ay w bnfjrr 3lek b2ay dgeega

fahdah: bnfjrr wla bn6'hr, get it? 

nayfa: fahdahh bsr3a barraa, bsr3a e6l3ii bkramtk a7sn lk 9dgeeni

fahdah: 6yb ma feeni elnom, e97uu nswii shy

felwa: 5alaa9!!!!!

i pushed her out my room and locked the door.

fahdah: nayfaa ya 7mara, 3lagal lbss 3ashan a6l3

and finally after ten straight mins of nagging she stopped.

my head could explode in any second.

i went back to sleep and woke up to fahdah's voice, again.

fahdah: nayfaa felwaa please eft7uu bs b3'yr w a6l3 wallah

now it's mom's voice, just great.

mama: nayfaa eft7ee elbab felwa hena

nayfa: 6yb jayaa

mama: nayfa ma 9art!!

nayfa: hmm

mama: lesh m6l3een fahdah? 

nayfa: l2nhaa

fahdah: 6l3t bdrii w gflt elbab

mama: yallah 7beebtii ed5lii 3'yree la yd5lk brd

nayfa: w333 wsh 4aa, b3dee 3nii

mama: blaa dl3 yallah, mud wsh shayfa y3nii

nayfa: w keff 9ar ke4a?

fahdah: b3d ma en6rdt r7t w lget the perfect tree b,hyde park w i climbed it w e7mm y3nii 67t

nayfa: yarabii 4al bnt, elnas tru7 tgraa.. trwg 7mdella yarab

mama: -giggles- yallah 7baybi ana b6l3 b3d shwy

nayfa: i kissed her forehead 

fahdah e9dmeeni w guleeli enk ray7a ke4a?

fahdah: 9ra7atan ee, tbeeni ag3d hena y3ni.

btmwtnii 4ee elbnt.

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i woke up to their sounds, and made my way to take a shower.

nayfa: felwaaa ana w fahdah t7t e4a 5l9tii t3alii

felwa: 6ybb

i then changed to a loose shirt and went down.

fahdah: wsh feek mnfsa?

felwa: tbun coffee?

i was still thinking of that message, it wouldn't leave my mind.

after half an hour of watching tv shows, nayfa broke the silence..

nayfa: bnaat

fahdah: wsh feek b3d

nayfa: i miss him

it was like a part of me broke, they were perfect.

nayfa: btgulun 3nii nfsya adrii

bs ma at5ayal 7yatii ke4a

i miss the good morning sunshine messages

i miss the late night hugs

i miss the endless laughter

it keeps getting harder

and that's how we spent our day, trying to make her feel better.

felwa: nayfa enshallah it'll all be fine la t9'ygeen 9drkk!

nayfa: felwa 7awltt ansa bs magdr! muu sahl tt3wden 3laa a7d w it hurts how he simply leaves like it was nothing. like we were nothing. like i was nothing! 

forget it, a7ssn it's my fault, i'm the one who believed that "love exists"

she was asleep after all that crying.

felwa: fahdah!!

fahdah: haa

felwa: follow me

we made our way to nayfa's room.

felwa: shufee

-i told her about what happened yesturday-

fahdah: muu 6bee3i w9'3hom!

felwa: w elmushkella hena bilpicture

fahdah: musta7eel ha4a fahad, w musta7eel nayfa tswii ke4a!

felwa: adrii, 9dg ma3rf esh aswii

fahdah: how about ns2lhaa?

felwa: fahdah mnn jdk?

i'm 100% sure enaa it's fake!

hee elli feeha mkafeeha

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NAYFA'S POV:

felwa: nayfaa

e97ii 3ashan n6l3 n3'yr jww

nayfa: 3'yrtuu?

felwa: ee yallah bsr3a 

i changed to this:

i'm not in the mood to dress up anymore.

my hair was in a high bun and for my face i went with a lip balm only.

nayfa: yallah bnaat

fahdah: wsh raykum nruu7 knightsbridge? 

felwa: yallah nt3'daa w b3den shopping f,harrods

we hopped in to the taxi car..

fahdah: bnaat 5lnnbs6 shuluu elearphones wsh 4al nkdd

felwa: smmi 6al 3mrk

fahdah: felwa malii 5lg agum, e9fgee nayfa kaff

nayfa: felwaa 5eeer

taxi guy: excuse me girls

nayfa: fshltuuna

felwa: wallah fahdah ilee galtlii

fahdah: ushh 5ala9 bla drama tara killa kaf

nayfa: kaff bs?

fahdah: t5yluu w ana atslg elshjraa elyom

felwa: hww tsthbleen? 7asha muu ensan

fahdah: janii wa7d bz3ma bysa3dnii 6y7ta w ark6' lk 4eek elrk6'a

nayfa: muu shy 3'areeb 3lek y3nii

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felwa: bnaat wen tbun njlss?

nayfa: mdrii ay shay

felwa: ajal fahdah t3alii n5tar mkan.

i waited.

nayfa: bnaat 5leena nshuf barra 7luu eljaw

felwa: umm laa elmakan maa ysa3d

nayfa: bru7 ashuff

fahdah: nayfaa laa

nayfa: hww shfeekum?

felwa: mala da3i 5ala9 hena 7eluu!

it was like they were giving each others weird stares.

and yeah, now i know why.

it was fahad and leena there.

i stood still, rewinding all those beautiful memories.

اشوفك كل يوم واروح
واقول نظره ترد الروح
اعيش فيها عشان بكره
عشان ليلي اللي كله جروح

توصيني على الكتمان
وتبغى حبنا مايبان وتنساني
تقول لي ودنا صافي وتحسب حبنا خافي
ترا راعي الهوى مفضوح..

صحيح النظره ماتكفي
من الالام ماتشفي..
ولكن عذرنا الحاظر.
نراعي الوقت والخاطر..

ومادام النظر مسموح
اشوفك كل يوم واروح
عسى النظره ترد الروح..

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