Fahad: i will always love you..
Nayfa: Good-bye fahad, for now:")
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i just wished i could wave all these problems goodbye, instead of keeping that miserable distance.
Despite how hard it was for me to say all this, i just exploded..
keeping all this jealousy and confusion for a long time and not knowing the reason, then discovering the one you love is with somebody else and not trusting.. is way too hard.
all this was a reason of how words stormed my insides.
felwa-shocked-: nayfaa, umm sh9ar?
nayfa: i just can't take this anymore!! felwaa elli 5ala9 9dg magdr ast7ml.. kl shy marra yl5b6 madrii wsh aswiii
-droplets of sadness uncleared my vision-
felwa: 6yb galk shy?
nayfa: lww kan muu shak feeni ahwn 3lyy mn ena y9dgg klam leena!
lww ana makana? wallah r7tlaa mn awl yomm w fhmta kl shyy l2anii 9dg a5af a5sra.. w 3arfa inaa musta7eel yswii shy zy ke4a y3nii mara7 a9dg ay kalam bss ms2alat enna y9eer ha4a kella w bkl bruud a39ab y7akeeni aww he simply texts me. magdr.
felwa: 6ybb ma tgdreen lesh!
nayfa: FELWAA! intee shfteeni?? 7seeti blii knt a7sa? laa w ma atw83 tgdreen.. felwa knt kl maa ashufhum at34b.. kntt wdee bss a7ss inaa lee geema 3nda mthl maa huu 3zeez 3laay! knt afkkr w a39rr m5i kl youm gbl ma anam bss adwr zltii, w lesh?
3ashan aru7laa w at2asaf.. knt a7ss bnaag9 bss maa 7set yhma.
ma fkkr 7taa he smiles wlaa ygum yslm, aw atleast a text!
muu ynarfiz?
felwa: yaa bnt stop sobbing maa 9art!
her hugs are lifesavers.
nayfa: leshh maa nkml sh'hr bduun maa shy y5rb benaa?
i love him but i can't deal with thaat. muu mst3da ag9'ee wgtii ke4a..
felwa: things are gonna work out laa tfkreen..
nayfa: ufff
felwa: 5ala9 muu kwaiss ilee jalsa tsweena bnfsk!
how about going to the cinema?
nayfa: hmm.. mdrii malii nafss
felwa: gumee bsr3a, btru7een 3'a9b
nayfa: i quickly ran to my room and grabbed the comfiest outfit with the lightest makeup ever!
i needed something to change my mood.
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nayfa: yallah ma 5l9tii
felwa: trak btn9fgen, 9arlk two weeks 3laa sweatpants!
ilbsee shy 7luu ma 9art your wardrobe is full!
nayfa: malii 5lg, it's just a movie in the end
felwa: glt lk ilbsee shy 7lu.
nayfa: ya alllaaah, fstan 3ashank bss
felwa: ya5ii a pair of pants and a cute top ahwwn mn ke4a
i changed to this:
*the image is at the start of this page, i couldn't bring it down*
_________________________________________
nayfa: 3ajbk ke4a?
felwa: hmm.. acceptable
nayfa: you're jus-
felwa: amz77, gamaar
we headed to the cinema, for the first time in two weeks, it felt like i'm pretty happy again.
felwa: i'll take the tickets, you go grab some popcorn
nayfa: 6ybb
i waited in line, heels were a mistake.
now i dropped my water bottle, good nayfa just good.
and guess who was infront of me?
__________________________________
yes, leena.
yarabii 9brnii.
leena: ya allah, ohhh nayfa!
nayfa: yarab 9brk.
leena: wshd3wa maa glt shyy yumma mnk dlaa3, ilaa jaya m3 meen.
nayfa: i'd like to have two small caramel popcorns and one iced tea please.
leena: bz3mna ma nsm3
nayfa: la asm3 bss ma ard 3laa ashkalk.
guy: lwen ha4ii hyy?
leena: uff ee..
guy: wallah zeen tswii feek tskeet mu7taram
leena: nayfa
nayfa: 5eer
leena: a3rfk 3laa my cousin, sultan
nayfa: eee muu ana nag9nii nas zykk.
sultan: a77, gwya knha
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nayfa: ya allaah ya fahdah a7shaa stalker kl ma 6l3t a3'yrr jww 6l3t elmneeb gayla
felwa: mn 4ee? lwaynn?
nayfa: w fee 3'erha?
laa w gal esh gal a3rfk 3la sultan mn cousin, zgaga.
felwa: 6nsheeha bss, mr6'
i enjoyed my time, it was peaceful not until we got out.
nayfa: wen nawya twdeena el7een?
felwa: intee amree bss 3yuni lk
nayfa: nst7ii taraa
felwa: e9brii i'll have a phone call w brj3 laa t6wleen
leena and sultan were at the corner, giving me their backs.. i can tell they planned something.
the silence was killed when i felt weight on my shoulders, i turned around to see him.
my other half..
his eyes sparked.
i miss them.
fahad: please, just this..
why didn't you answer!
nayfa: you didn't call me recently
fahad: i did, shufee my recent calls
nayfa: -i pressed it accidentally-
it wass accepted.
we both stared at other in confusion.
i took the phone and waited for a voice that would explain it all..
sultan, lesh rdet i switched numbers.
i heard leena say, was that from the phone?i turned around to find her there.
i now know the trick did you?
explanation:
when i first met leena, she asked me for my mobile to call someone..
she used it to change fahad's number to hers, and my number in fahad's mobile to her number..
this way she could control what we say, so all that wasn't fahad!
now i know why i didn't bother to read fahad's texts right away, it was an unknown number due to the changes.
how did i miss that?
oh god.
i stared back at fahad, with my tongue feeling heavy.. not even a word.
_________________________________________________
This was it for the chapter! hope you enjoyed.. it wasn't long enough but i promise i'll post this weekend<3
your comments will mean so much.
Despite how hard it was for me to say all this, i just exploded..
keeping all this jealousy and confusion for a long time and not knowing the reason, then discovering the one you love is with somebody else and not trusting.. is way too hard.
all this was a reason of how words stormed my insides.
felwa-shocked-: nayfaa, umm sh9ar?
nayfa: i just can't take this anymore!! felwaa elli 5ala9 9dg magdr ast7ml.. kl shy marra yl5b6 madrii wsh aswiii
-droplets of sadness uncleared my vision-
felwa: 6yb galk shy?
nayfa: lww kan muu shak feeni ahwn 3lyy mn ena y9dgg klam leena!
lww ana makana? wallah r7tlaa mn awl yomm w fhmta kl shyy l2anii 9dg a5af a5sra.. w 3arfa inaa musta7eel yswii shy zy ke4a y3nii mara7 a9dg ay kalam bss ms2alat enna y9eer ha4a kella w bkl bruud a39ab y7akeeni aww he simply texts me. magdr.
felwa: 6ybb ma tgdreen lesh!
nayfa: FELWAA! intee shfteeni?? 7seeti blii knt a7sa? laa w ma atw83 tgdreen.. felwa knt kl maa ashufhum at34b.. kntt wdee bss a7ss inaa lee geema 3nda mthl maa huu 3zeez 3laay! knt afkkr w a39rr m5i kl youm gbl ma anam bss adwr zltii, w lesh?
3ashan aru7laa w at2asaf.. knt a7ss bnaag9 bss maa 7set yhma.
ma fkkr 7taa he smiles wlaa ygum yslm, aw atleast a text!
muu ynarfiz?
felwa: yaa bnt stop sobbing maa 9art!
her hugs are lifesavers.
nayfa: leshh maa nkml sh'hr bduun maa shy y5rb benaa?
i love him but i can't deal with thaat. muu mst3da ag9'ee wgtii ke4a..
felwa: things are gonna work out laa tfkreen..
nayfa: ufff
felwa: 5ala9 muu kwaiss ilee jalsa tsweena bnfsk!
how about going to the cinema?
nayfa: hmm.. mdrii malii nafss
felwa: gumee bsr3a, btru7een 3'a9b
nayfa: i quickly ran to my room and grabbed the comfiest outfit with the lightest makeup ever!
i needed something to change my mood.
_______________________________________
nayfa: yallah ma 5l9tii
felwa: trak btn9fgen, 9arlk two weeks 3laa sweatpants!
ilbsee shy 7luu ma 9art your wardrobe is full!
nayfa: malii 5lg, it's just a movie in the end
felwa: glt lk ilbsee shy 7lu.
nayfa: ya alllaaah, fstan 3ashank bss
felwa: ya5ii a pair of pants and a cute top ahwwn mn ke4a
i changed to this:
*the image is at the start of this page, i couldn't bring it down*
_________________________________________
nayfa: 3ajbk ke4a?
felwa: hmm.. acceptable
nayfa: you're jus-
felwa: amz77, gamaar
we headed to the cinema, for the first time in two weeks, it felt like i'm pretty happy again.
felwa: i'll take the tickets, you go grab some popcorn
nayfa: 6ybb
i waited in line, heels were a mistake.
now i dropped my water bottle, good nayfa just good.
and guess who was infront of me?
__________________________________
yes, leena.
yarabii 9brnii.
leena: ya allah, ohhh nayfa!
nayfa: yarab 9brk.
leena: wshd3wa maa glt shyy yumma mnk dlaa3, ilaa jaya m3 meen.
nayfa: i'd like to have two small caramel popcorns and one iced tea please.
leena: bz3mna ma nsm3
nayfa: la asm3 bss ma ard 3laa ashkalk.
guy: lwen ha4ii hyy?
leena: uff ee..
guy: wallah zeen tswii feek tskeet mu7taram
leena: nayfa
nayfa: 5eer
leena: a3rfk 3laa my cousin, sultan
nayfa: eee muu ana nag9nii nas zykk.
sultan: a77, gwya knha
___________________________________
nayfa: ya allaah ya fahdah a7shaa stalker kl ma 6l3t a3'yrr jww 6l3t elmneeb gayla
felwa: mn 4ee? lwaynn?
nayfa: w fee 3'erha?
laa w gal esh gal a3rfk 3la sultan mn cousin, zgaga.
felwa: 6nsheeha bss, mr6'
i enjoyed my time, it was peaceful not until we got out.
nayfa: wen nawya twdeena el7een?
felwa: intee amree bss 3yuni lk
nayfa: nst7ii taraa
felwa: e9brii i'll have a phone call w brj3 laa t6wleen
leena and sultan were at the corner, giving me their backs.. i can tell they planned something.
the silence was killed when i felt weight on my shoulders, i turned around to see him.
my other half..
his eyes sparked.
i miss them.
fahad: please, just this..
why didn't you answer!
nayfa: you didn't call me recently
fahad: i did, shufee my recent calls
nayfa: -i pressed it accidentally-
it wass accepted.
we both stared at other in confusion.
i took the phone and waited for a voice that would explain it all..
sultan, lesh rdet i switched numbers.
i heard leena say, was that from the phone?i turned around to find her there.
i now know the trick did you?
explanation:
when i first met leena, she asked me for my mobile to call someone..
she used it to change fahad's number to hers, and my number in fahad's mobile to her number..
this way she could control what we say, so all that wasn't fahad!
now i know why i didn't bother to read fahad's texts right away, it was an unknown number due to the changes.
how did i miss that?
oh god.
i stared back at fahad, with my tongue feeling heavy.. not even a word.
_________________________________________________
This was it for the chapter! hope you enjoyed.. it wasn't long enough but i promise i'll post this weekend<3
your comments will mean so much.
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