hello, it's been 2 weeks since we last posted. marra asfeen wallah bs ejaza w ktha 3rftu. mabi a6wl 3laikum bs i want to dedicate this chapter to 2 amazing readers<3 thank you for supporting us and thank you for being with us since the beginning.. @Zaina_Sulaiman and @AnoudAO_
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PREVIOUS:
nayfa: hww shfeekum?
felwa: mala da3i 5ala9 hena 7eluu!
it was like they were giving each others weird stares.
and yeah, now i know why.
it was fahad and leena there.
i stood still, rewinding all those beautiful memories.
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Those beautiful moments i re-lived errupted at the moment our eyes met.
I always got this wonderful feeling when i stare right into his eyes but it was all done, for now.
I hated myself for crying and blaming myself when he's here having fun.
Even though i couldn't imagine me without him, i had to escape the fantasy i thought i lived and enter the bittersweet reality.
Parts of me kept on breaking as i went back to the girls with a smile.
Yes, a smile. I tried so hard to get over it no matter how hard it was.
Nayfa: ee wallah w into el9adgeen juwa a7sn
Hww shfeekum mtn7een feeni!
Fahdah-whispering to felwa-: kwaiss ma shaft
Nayfa: laa shft, bkefhmm..
Felwa: bss nayf-
Nayfa: ee adree, bts2leeni lesh the cold reaction 977?
Felwa: bel9'ab6
Nayfa: l2anna ma tt5ylen gd esh sh3uur ygtl lmaa u spend the whole night thinking and weeping 3laa a7d ma ystahl. Ee ma ystahl w a7r ma 3ndii abrd ma 3nda..
Felwa: y3nii you'll end all this?
Nayfa: you'll? Don't get me into this. I was normal all the way! He's the one who changed laa w yalet fee sbb
Fahdah: ana ma mnrfznii ilaa el7mara kl shwyy bygum yslm w tlf tjlsa yasheenha
Nayfa: zeen ma swt, laa yjee..
Fahdah: bkefhom 3ad mnzeenhum yallah esh n6lb?
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Yes, i got over it. Enjoyed my time and faked lots of smiles..
I admit i had fun, but a part of me was missing.. Something didn't feel right.
And let's face it.. It's "fahad"
I tried way too hard but it's just way too much, it felt like a part of him grew in me.
let's end this drama.
After shopping, we headed back to the apartment.
Felwa: wshh tbun nswii
Fahdah: ana 3n nfsii ra7 anam
Felwa: mn jdkuum! 5luna nswii shy fun
Fahdah: t9b7un 3laa 5er
Felwa: ufff
Nayfa: i'll take a walk
Felwa: jtnaa elthanya
Nayfa: t3alii
Felwa: bg3d ashuuf movie
Nayfa: ok, ana sa3a blktheerr w brj3
Felwa: umm w a6lb mnkk 6lb yaa a7la noufaa
Nayfa: let me guess, food?
Felwa: got it right
Nayfa: bshuuf
I grabbed my earphones as i walked through the sidewalk..
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PREVIOUS:
nayfa: hww shfeekum?
felwa: mala da3i 5ala9 hena 7eluu!
it was like they were giving each others weird stares.
and yeah, now i know why.
it was fahad and leena there.
i stood still, rewinding all those beautiful memories.
_______________________________________________________
Those beautiful moments i re-lived errupted at the moment our eyes met.
I always got this wonderful feeling when i stare right into his eyes but it was all done, for now.
I hated myself for crying and blaming myself when he's here having fun.
Even though i couldn't imagine me without him, i had to escape the fantasy i thought i lived and enter the bittersweet reality.
Parts of me kept on breaking as i went back to the girls with a smile.
Yes, a smile. I tried so hard to get over it no matter how hard it was.
Nayfa: ee wallah w into el9adgeen juwa a7sn
Hww shfeekum mtn7een feeni!
Fahdah-whispering to felwa-: kwaiss ma shaft
Nayfa: laa shft, bkefhmm..
Felwa: bss nayf-
Nayfa: ee adree, bts2leeni lesh the cold reaction 977?
Felwa: bel9'ab6
Nayfa: l2anna ma tt5ylen gd esh sh3uur ygtl lmaa u spend the whole night thinking and weeping 3laa a7d ma ystahl. Ee ma ystahl w a7r ma 3ndii abrd ma 3nda..
Felwa: y3nii you'll end all this?
Nayfa: you'll? Don't get me into this. I was normal all the way! He's the one who changed laa w yalet fee sbb
Fahdah: ana ma mnrfznii ilaa el7mara kl shwyy bygum yslm w tlf tjlsa yasheenha
Nayfa: zeen ma swt, laa yjee..
Fahdah: bkefhom 3ad mnzeenhum yallah esh n6lb?
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Yes, i got over it. Enjoyed my time and faked lots of smiles..
I admit i had fun, but a part of me was missing.. Something didn't feel right.
And let's face it.. It's "fahad"
I tried way too hard but it's just way too much, it felt like a part of him grew in me.
let's end this drama.
After shopping, we headed back to the apartment.
Felwa: wshh tbun nswii
Fahdah: ana 3n nfsii ra7 anam
Felwa: mn jdkuum! 5luna nswii shy fun
Fahdah: t9b7un 3laa 5er
Felwa: ufff
Nayfa: i'll take a walk
Felwa: jtnaa elthanya
Nayfa: t3alii
Felwa: bg3d ashuuf movie
Nayfa: ok, ana sa3a blktheerr w brj3
Felwa: umm w a6lb mnkk 6lb yaa a7la noufaa
Nayfa: let me guess, food?
Felwa: got it right
Nayfa: bshuuf
I grabbed my earphones as i walked through the sidewalk..
Welcome back we missed you and the chapter isn't much intresting tbh but I enjoyed it bcuz you wrote it, love you<3
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ReplyDeletema trku b39' wallah just some time for nayfa to think!
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